Breath of Life
As Told To
Pat Banta Kreml
2006 is a
year I’ll never forget. Early in the year I began
having physical problems. It started out like a really
bad cold, but soon my lungs filled with congestion. I
began to cough and hack up congestion off and on all
night, every night, so I barely slept. When the
symptoms persisted for weeks, I finally went to the
walk in clinic. The doctor there gave me some
antibiotics for the infection and an inhaler to help me
breathe better. By then I’d lost weight and my
appetite. Although the medicine and inhaler seemed to
help, the congestion never really cleared up
completely. Within a few months, I was back where I
started.
By the summer I had worked sick for months with no sign
of relief. One day my boss came to me and said, “You
need to go see a doctor about that cough.” He
recommended his doctor, so I made an appointment for a
complete checkup. The diagnosis was pulmonary lung
disease—though I never got a specific answer if it was
asthma, bronchitis, or COPD. He started me on
medications, then discovered I also had acid reflux
disease.
By October/November things got really tough. I work at
a citrus packing plant, and our busiest time of the
year begins in fall. I worked long hours and went home
exhausted, but instead of enjoying restful and
rejuvenating sleep, I coughed, wheezed, and sat up just
trying to catch my breath. Then my condition worsened.
I woke up every hour on the hour coughing and
struggling for air. I coughed so violently that my
stomach, chest, and back muscles ached with every move,
every breath. The pain and discomfort was so bad that I
finally gave up my bed and caught what few hours of
sleep I could in my recliner. That’s when I knew I was
in serious trouble. This wasn’t just some passing
illness. This was an all out attack of the devil.
I began to read my Bible, and confess what the Word
said over my life. My workdays were long, and I never
got more than a few hours of sleep at night so my
strength began to drain. My appetite disappeared. I
lost 30 pounds, and for a man who only weighed 160,
that was another physical blow. Nevertheless, I still
believed God’s promise that, “…by His stripes we (I)
are (was) healed.” 1 Peter 2:24.
As my spirit grew stronger, my body grew weaker. By
December of 2006 I could barely get up to go to work.
Some days I left work at noon, too weak to stand. Deep,
racking coughs convulsed my lungs. I lost all interest
in food. Soup was about the only thing I could eat
anymore and even that was tasteless. But through all of
this I never once thought, “God, why are you doing this
to me.” I never blamed Him; never believed it was His
fault. Clearly this attack was the devil’s work. He was
the one trying to kill me.
On December 29, 2006 my mother pleaded with me to get
medical help, so I went to the hospital. They admitted
me and administered medications and breathing
treatments. Within an a few days I felt better and was
sent home. It seemed my crisis had passed. My body was
on the mend.
Barely two months later— in February of 2007— the
symptoms returned. Once again I was up at night with
uncontrollable coughing and shortness of breath. On the
night of February 18, I took Theraflu and used my
nebulizer three times. The next morning I could barely
breathe. My chest felt like someone had wrapped an iron
band around it and squeezed it so tight that my lungs
could not expand to let the air in. I was literally
suffocating. The more I struggled to breathe, the less
air I took in. Fear surged through my mind. I called my
sister, and she and my mother rushed me to the ER. The
whole way there I wondered if I would live long enough
to reach help.
I don’t know how long I waited to be seen, but I felt
myself dying with each shallow, ragged breath. Finally
I was taken to a cubical and put on IV meds and
breathing treatments. Hours passed with no improvement.
Then Pastor Jason came in and prayed for me. He
literally spoke new lungs into my body. Once he prayed,
I let it all go. I wasn’t worried. I knew I’d finally
gotten the help I needed. Although I knew God had done
a work in my body, the doctor could see no visible
improvement.
“All we can do is put breathing tubes down your
throat,” the doctor said.
So they put me to sleep, inserted the tube, and I woke
up later in ICU. I was there for three days, and it was
rough. I was hospitalized for five days in all. During
that time Pastor Jeff and Pastor Jason (among others)
visited me, prayed with me, and encouraged me in the
Lord. When I was sent home, I just kept standing on the
Word. I meditated on and confessed: Isaiah 53:5; 1
Peter 2:24; Galatians 3:13. Day by day I gained a new
understanding of what it means to live by faith; to
walk by faith. God didn’t say I was healed when I
prayed IF I felt like it. He said I was healed
when I prayed, so I
believed Him.
Over the next few months I had some severe asthma
attacks, but I continued to stand on the Word and seek
God. In prayer I asked, “Lord is there something I’ve
done to cause this to come on me? Should I have taken
better care of myself nutritionally?” First, He brought
to mind the negative words I had been confessing every
day for a long time. Words like “I’m so tired. I’m just
so tired.” Our spoken words have the power to affect
our minds, get down in our spirits, and if they are
contrary to the Word, we will find ourselves siding
with them against God.
I took to heart all that God had shown me and began to
correct my speech and my thinking. I made better
choices in nutrition, and I fed on the Word daily. His
Word became the anchor of my soul; my deep, firm
foundation. My lungs improved daily, so much so that I
was able to fulfill a desire of my heart and sing in
the 2007 Christmas cantata at church.
That December God showed me another factor that had led
to my physical issues: stress. I didn’t realize how
stressed out I’d allowed myself to get, particularly at
work. Stress can break down and damage the body’s
immune system tremendously if left untreated. I made up
my mind to walk in God’s peace and not allow stress to
have place in my life. Once I had cast my cares on Him,
I wasn’t worried anymore. Life became amazingly
peaceful.
Since 2007, I have not had a major asthma attack. My
appetite has returned and I get such wonderful, sweet
sleep at night. I praise God for His Word and I stand
on it and confess it daily. To anyone who is facing a
battle with sickness and disease, I encourage you to
find Bible verses that apply to your situation and
speak them over your life. Be consistent in prayer and
meditation on the Word. No matter how long you’ve been
believing, do not abandon your faith. Healing is the
children’s bread; it’s part of the atonement. The seed
of the Word sown daily will bring a continual harvest
of health in due time.
For me, God’s Word is a lifeline. In 2006 I was dying.
My body slowly withered away from lack of food; my
lungs—so congested and inflamed—struggled for each wisp
of life-sustaining oxygen. But the God who breathed the
very breath of life into the first man, Adam, reached
down and breathed life into me. He healed my lungs,
restored my strength, and gave me a chance to declare:
Look what the Lord has done for me.