Breath of Life
As Told
To
Pat Banta Kreml
2006 is a
year I’ll never forget. Early in the year I began
having physical problems. It started out like a
really bad cold, but soon my lungs filled with
congestion. I began to cough and hack up congestion
off and on all night, every night, so I barely slept.
When the symptoms persisted for weeks, I finally went
to the walk in clinic. The doctor there gave me some
antibiotics for the infection and an inhaler to help
me breathe better. By then I’d lost weight and my
appetite. Although the medicine and inhaler seemed to
help, the congestion never really cleared up
completely. Within a few months, I was back where I
started.
By the summer I had worked sick for months with no
sign of relief. One day my boss came to me and said,
“You need to go see a doctor about that cough.” He
recommended his doctor, so I made an appointment for
a complete checkup. The diagnosis was pulmonary lung
disease—though I never got a specific answer if it
was asthma, bronchitis, or COPD. He started me on
medications, then discovered I also had acid reflux
disease.
By October/November things got really tough. I work
at a citrus packing plant, and our busiest time of
the year begins in fall. I worked long hours and went
home exhausted, but instead of enjoying restful and
rejuvenating sleep, I coughed, wheezed, and sat up
just trying to catch my breath. Then my condition
worsened. I woke up every hour on the hour coughing
and struggling for air. I coughed so violently that
my stomach, chest, and back muscles ached with every
move, every breath. The pain and discomfort was so
bad that I finally gave up my bed and caught what few
hours of sleep I could in my recliner. That’s when I
knew I was in serious trouble. This wasn’t just some
passing illness. This was an all out attack of the
devil.
I began to read my Bible, and confess what the Word
said over my life. My workdays were long, and I never
got more than a few hours of sleep at night so my
strength began to drain. My appetite disappeared. I
lost 30 pounds, and for a man who only weighed 160,
that was another physical blow. Nevertheless, I still
believed God’s promise that, “…by His stripes we (I)
are (was) healed.” 1 Peter 2:24.
As my spirit grew stronger, my body grew weaker. By
December of 2006 I could barely get up to go to work.
Some days I left work at noon, too weak to stand.
Deep, racking coughs convulsed my lungs. I lost all
interest in food. Soup was about the only thing I
could eat anymore and even that was tasteless. But
through all of this I never once thought, “God, why
are you doing this to me.” I never blamed Him; never
believed it was His fault. Clearly this attack was
the devil’s work. He was the one trying to kill me.
On December 29, 2006 my mother pleaded with me to get
medical help, so I went to the hospital. They
admitted me and administered medications and
breathing treatments. Within an a few days I felt
better and was sent home. It seemed my crisis had
passed. My body was on the mend.
Barely two months later— in February of 2007— the
symptoms returned. Once again I was up at night with
uncontrollable coughing and shortness of breath. On
the night of February 18, I took Theraflu and used my
nebulizer three times. The next morning I could
barely breathe. My chest felt like someone had
wrapped an iron band around it and squeezed it so
tight that my lungs could not expand to let the air
in. I was literally suffocating. The more I struggled
to breathe, the less air I took in. Fear surged
through my mind. I called my sister, and she and my
mother rushed me to the ER. The whole way there I
wondered if I would live long enough to reach help.
I don’t know how long I waited to be seen, but I felt
myself dying with each shallow, ragged breath.
Finally I was taken to a cubical and put on IV meds
and breathing treatments. Hours passed with no
improvement. Then Pastor Jason came in and prayed for
me. He literally spoke new lungs into my body. Once
he prayed, I let it all go. I wasn’t worried. I knew
I’d finally gotten the help I needed. Although I knew
God had done a work in my body, the doctor could see
no visible improvement.
“All we can do is put breathing tubes down your
throat,” the doctor said.
So they put me to sleep, inserted the tube, and I
woke up later in ICU. I was there for three days, and
it was rough. I was hospitalized for five days in
all. During that time Pastor Jeff and Pastor Jason
(among others) visited me, prayed with me, and
encouraged me in the Lord. When I was sent home, I
just kept standing on the Word. I meditated on and
confessed: Isaiah 53:5; 1 Peter 2:24; Galatians 3:13.
Day by day I gained a new understanding of what it
means to live by faith; to walk by faith. God didn’t
say I was healed when I prayed IF I felt like it. He
said I was healed
when I prayed, so I
believed Him.
Over the next few months I had some severe asthma
attacks, but I continued to stand on the Word and
seek God. In prayer I asked, “Lord is there something
I’ve done to cause this to come on me? Should I have
taken better care of myself nutritionally?” First, He
brought to mind the negative words I had been
confessing every day for a long time. Words like “I’m
so tired. I’m just so tired.” Our spoken words have
the power to affect our minds, get down in our
spirits, and if they are contrary to the Word, we
will find ourselves siding with them against God.
I took to heart all that God had shown me and began
to correct my speech and my thinking. I made better
choices in nutrition, and I fed on the Word daily.
His Word became the anchor of my soul; my deep, firm
foundation. My lungs improved daily, so much so that
I was able to fulfill a desire of my heart and sing
in the 2007 Christmas cantata at church.
That December God showed me another factor that had
led to my physical issues: stress. I didn’t realize
how stressed out I’d allowed myself to get,
particularly at work. Stress can break down and
damage the body’s immune system tremendously if left
untreated. I made up my mind to walk in God’s peace
and not allow stress to have place in my life. Once I
had cast my cares on Him, I wasn’t worried anymore.
Life became amazingly peaceful.
Since 2007, I have not had a major asthma attack. My
appetite has returned and I get such wonderful, sweet
sleep at night. I praise God for His Word and I stand
on it and confess it daily. To anyone who is facing a
battle with sickness and disease, I encourage you to
find Bible verses that apply to your situation and
speak them over your life. Be consistent in prayer
and meditation on the Word. No matter how long you’ve
been believing, do not abandon your faith. Healing is
the children’s bread; it’s part of the atonement. The
seed of the Word sown daily will bring a continual
harvest of health in due time.
For me, God’s Word is a lifeline. In 2006 I was
dying. My body slowly withered away from lack of
food; my lungs—so congested and inflamed—struggled
for each wisp of life-sustaining oxygen. But the God
who breathed the very breath of life into the first
man, Adam, reached down and breathed life into me. He
healed my lungs, restored my strength, and gave me a
chance to declare: Look what the Lord has done for
me.
